Today started off ok, with Just Right in the morning and low fat milk, some rye crackers for morning tea, but it got to lunch time and I just didn't have the energy to pull a salad together, nor could I stomach the thought of it.
I didn't know what to have, so I snacked on some cheese while trying to make a decision and then I decided that what the girls were having looked pretty good - toasted cheese sandwich. So I had one, and then an apple.
And then in the afternoon I was really tired and no amount of coffee was waking me up so I had some biscuits (Nice and a Scotch Finger type) and then I just felt like crap - I'm supposed to be eating good food, not crappy food!! Arghhhh. I also had some rice crackers. 6 to be exact.
Dinner was roast chicken and roast vegies, I did the vegies separate because I didn't want them to be roasting in the chicken fat - the thought of that made me feel a little sick.
Supper - some milo and milk (yes not clean, but I so wanted something junky and this was my compromise) and some biscuits as well.
Can't wait for this tiredness to pass, I'm really getting jack of it. Plus I'm pissed off because my milk has basically dried up, my belly is huge and fat and I'm just really cranky at everything and everyone. I'm pissed off at the kids easily too, which is awful for them I know, but their whinging is just something I have no patience to deal with at the moment. Especially if they are whinging about something that they won't let me help them with (like removing a shirt). Seriously, if it annoys you that much that you can't do it - let me help! Arghhhh.
So that's the update for today.....
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